boredom, boredom, boredom!
how come it could seem so pointless to live your days, like that..?!
Somehow, I don't feel like wanting to do anything. I don't even want to sleep...
Nothing. Sitting on my chair, staring in the blurry nothingness. And even that feels bad. I hate such moments. What could I do? Talk to myself? About what? About how I don't have anyone to talk with? Its a fucking circle.
I can't do anything, being alone. Not for me, not for anyone. I just sit in the middle of my room and I stare in the air... and waste time. Time? Do I need it ? What for? For more staring? Another circle. Fuck. Veronica, this is your damn fault. But fuck it, it is far gone in the past.
Leave me.
It's not about Veronica.
It is about myself, being too sympathetic. Too loving. Too caring. Because, nobody gives a damn, when you show them yourself. They take it as it's always been there. Why being good and nice, and understanding, when you can be bad, ignorant bastard. It's in girls' nature to like such guys more.
I come to this conclusion, every fucking day. And I still cannot change.
И на никва хижа няма да отидем, така като гледам.
Гаранция!
Slop.
Преди 15 години
1 comments:
It's spring that makes ya feel like wanting to do just nothing.. Loneliness is human's biggest fear ya know...but that circle that you're talkin' about will never transform in a straight line, everything's a circle ya know..it never stops! Birth-death-birth-death (circle); happiness-misery-happiness-misery (circle); summer-winter-summer-winter (circle); day-night-day-night (circle)......ya see? You shouldn't be scared of that because your life is a damn circle too! Circles are good thing. People are made to live in circles..they get used to things ya know..you can't stand changes all the time..you just have to find your perfect circle-your circle of pure happiness and harmony and you'll be glad to live in that circle-believe me! It's all about love as I can see..man, everyone's looking for love, most people find it very hard, after years of searching and agonying...but finally they find it. You are a wonderfull person ya know...and ya know that!!! Don't think it's you who has to change-you are what you are and your girl will love ya very very much..because of you! You are a rare kind of human being..that makes you unique..don't try to be someone else. Just go with the river, improve yourself, don't think so much about problems, try to look at things positively-it all will come when it's time...patience =)
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