goal

One of my goals in life -



yes. those pretty pictures on his body.

let the whole world look in...

meaow....

bored once again.

boredom, boredom, boredom!
how come it could seem so pointless to live your days, like that..?!

Somehow, I don't feel like wanting to do anything. I don't even want to sleep...
Nothing. Sitting on my chair, staring in the blurry nothingness. And even that feels bad. I hate such moments. What could I do? Talk to myself? About what? About how I don't have anyone to talk with? Its a fucking circle.
I can't do anything, being alone. Not for me, not for anyone. I just sit in the middle of my room and I stare in the air... and waste time. Time? Do I need it ? What for? For more staring? Another circle. Fuck. Veronica, this is your damn fault. But fuck it, it is far gone in the past.
Leave me.
It's not about Veronica.
It is about myself, being too sympathetic. Too loving. Too caring. Because, nobody gives a damn, when you show them yourself. They take it as it's always been there. Why being good and nice, and understanding, when you can be bad, ignorant bastard. It's in girls' nature to like such guys more.
I come to this conclusion, every fucking day. And I still cannot change.
И на никва хижа няма да отидем, така като гледам.
Гаранция!

"...Never give up your Dream..."

I shed a tear. Why aren't there more people like him?

Thank you Eli. You've been the best housemate I've ever had.
Just the best. I love you, man!

afternoon sun.

Вчера беше първата що-годе свестна фотосесия.

Доволен съм как се получи... а и моделът е завидно добър :)

Скоро, линк към галерия, някъде. Засега, само тази -

Cheer up, you bastard!